sometime i will hate about......

i will hate my class sometime
有时我会讨厌我的班级

no matter wat do i do
不管我做什么

classmates will all talk about me
同学都会说我

how about i turning into
变成怎样

there are all disgusting......say this say that
他们都看不顺眼 说这说那

in their eyes...i am bad forever
在他们眼中 我永远是不好的

in the past once they said the words
以前一旦他们说出这些话

i will shed tears secretly
我就会暗地流泪

but i have already been used to it now
但现在我已经习惯了

no more cry...juz sad silently
不再哭 只是悄悄伤心

same sentence of words hurting one's feeling
同样一句伤人的话

can say dozens of times every a few day
可以说几天几十遍

it not enough to say once?
说一遍不够吗？

must say so many time?
一定要说那么多次吗？

once!! i have enough
一次 我就够了

wan to ask...is i owe you all??
想问一下 是我欠你们的吗？？

while having a meal...remember these
吃饭时 想起这些事

i will shallow the plain in big mouthfuls at once
我马上大口大口的吞下白饭

it can be a little better to hope
希望能好过一些

hope can shallow the unhappy one into stomach
希望能把不开心的吞进肚子里

been wanting to do kindly all the time
一直想做好心

but nobody will accept
但是没有人会接受

in this class...there are no ppl and intimate friend again
在这班上 再也没有人和知心朋友了

No!! is always never
不！！是从来没有

but...even so unhappy...i will pass my own life
可是 即使那么不开心 我还是会过我自己的生活

P.S. i do not wan to turn into like this
P.S.我不想变成这样